Like Hi! Let's get started with the name of this blog. Which is by the way my first blog so don't be picky *wink*. Ah the name... I derived it from:
flick·er - n. - A brief or slight sensation or An inconstant or wavering light (those are the aspects i focus on for the time being)
and
sight - n. - The act or fact of seeing or Mental perception or consideration (again those are the aspects i care for, not trying to deduce the wonderful variety of interpretations those two words have and thus, oh oops i got cared away)
I tried to get a combination of those two to picturesque my urge to comprehend and perceive the emotions, sensations and experiences that life offers us. But how the hell did i get so hyped in putting it in a blog... As I mentioned this is my first blog and I never really were the person that drifts away and pours his/hers thoughts in a diary of some kind. Maybe my brain got too overwhelmed in the past year or two so it really needs a ventilation of some sort to let the steam off. Yeah that must be it. And it always helps to see your problems written on paper (well in this case the bright white spreadsheets on the LCD) than trying to vision them inside your head. Not a very extraordinary cause but i guess it was enough for me. In the meantime I felt the urge to pour my creative spirit somewhere as my studies (yeah riiight, who am I kidding) are leaving me with little spare time for my lust for creative activities that I enjoy - drawing, taking photos and writing. Gosh it feel so nice to let your fingers swipe the keyboard and form your chaotic thoughts in nice ordered sentences. Anyway another thing that forced me into this is maybe to show myself how I must start getting in touch with my surroundings a little bit more. As I am nearing my 20th year into this hectic thing we call life nowadays, i guess the realms of fantasies and fiction must get into control cause you have to admit life gives you helluva enough things to entertain yourself with. I still love to take up a book that describes a far off world where things like global warming, political stability and how you have to come up with the dough to pay your rent are forgotten for a second or *ahem* few hours. It is that those last few days I started to notice that people change a lot and that is a constant process, and it is a good thing too. It keeps the progress going forward, and as I was told in school that is the point of evolution or something around those lines. And it seems I noticed that I change too, sometimes I am eager and exhilarated about starting changes but sometimes it makes you wonder where are you going. And as I talked with my friends these past weeks and I admit after watching a season and a half of "How I Met Your Mother" (incredible worth-watching tv series in my opinion) I really felt like starting to pay more attention on what is happening to the persona I am very dependent on - myself. (Gosh , this sounded selfish and look at how many times I used "I" already, gee)
So I focused this in a urge to see what life is throwing at me and finding the best way to cope with it. Also I bet every second something extraordinary happens to someone even if he doesn't see it as such. For I am keen on cherishing the memories my life produces and share them with my friends and everybody who thinks I am not another deranged lunatic in the vast ocean we call Internet. And so here I am writing my first post in my little newly registered blogspace at almost 5 a.m. mainly for my own amusement and to share it with my friends. Because no matter how trivial this might sound friends are one of the greatest treasures and one worth sharing as much as possible. So till next we meet.
flick·er - n. - A brief or slight sensation or An inconstant or wavering light (those are the aspects i focus on for the time being)
and
sight - n. - The act or fact of seeing or Mental perception or consideration (again those are the aspects i care for, not trying to deduce the wonderful variety of interpretations those two words have and thus, oh oops i got cared away)
I tried to get a combination of those two to picturesque my urge to comprehend and perceive the emotions, sensations and experiences that life offers us. But how the hell did i get so hyped in putting it in a blog... As I mentioned this is my first blog and I never really were the person that drifts away and pours his/hers thoughts in a diary of some kind. Maybe my brain got too overwhelmed in the past year or two so it really needs a ventilation of some sort to let the steam off. Yeah that must be it. And it always helps to see your problems written on paper (well in this case the bright white spreadsheets on the LCD) than trying to vision them inside your head. Not a very extraordinary cause but i guess it was enough for me. In the meantime I felt the urge to pour my creative spirit somewhere as my studies (yeah riiight, who am I kidding) are leaving me with little spare time for my lust for creative activities that I enjoy - drawing, taking photos and writing. Gosh it feel so nice to let your fingers swipe the keyboard and form your chaotic thoughts in nice ordered sentences. Anyway another thing that forced me into this is maybe to show myself how I must start getting in touch with my surroundings a little bit more. As I am nearing my 20th year into this hectic thing we call life nowadays, i guess the realms of fantasies and fiction must get into control cause you have to admit life gives you helluva enough things to entertain yourself with. I still love to take up a book that describes a far off world where things like global warming, political stability and how you have to come up with the dough to pay your rent are forgotten for a second or *ahem* few hours. It is that those last few days I started to notice that people change a lot and that is a constant process, and it is a good thing too. It keeps the progress going forward, and as I was told in school that is the point of evolution or something around those lines. And it seems I noticed that I change too, sometimes I am eager and exhilarated about starting changes but sometimes it makes you wonder where are you going. And as I talked with my friends these past weeks and I admit after watching a season and a half of "How I Met Your Mother" (incredible worth-watching tv series in my opinion) I really felt like starting to pay more attention on what is happening to the persona I am very dependent on - myself. (Gosh , this sounded selfish and look at how many times I used "I" already, gee)
So I focused this in a urge to see what life is throwing at me and finding the best way to cope with it. Also I bet every second something extraordinary happens to someone even if he doesn't see it as such. For I am keen on cherishing the memories my life produces and share them with my friends and everybody who thinks I am not another deranged lunatic in the vast ocean we call Internet. And so here I am writing my first post in my little newly registered blogspace at almost 5 a.m. mainly for my own amusement and to share it with my friends. Because no matter how trivial this might sound friends are one of the greatest treasures and one worth sharing as much as possible. So till next we meet.
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